Who am I & What the Hell is Going On Here?

Chimpanzee Monkeys tend to be more territorial and have individualistic characteristics. There is a high social hierarchy that is often political and aggressive in nature.

Bonobo Monkeys tend to be more communal and non-violent in nature. They tend to share food more openly and participate in group sex freely.

Now I am obviously not a monkey, however my humanness is comprised of both multiple ‘monkey’ minds. I will call these minds:

1st level (Charlie Chimpanzee): which tends to have more preemptive, individualistic, & self centered patterns.

2nd level (Mr. Bobbi Bonobo): which tends to be more communal, sharing oriented, & giving.

Typically I experience both of these present in life situations. They are oddly in conflict or at least oscolation with each other and present an inner conflict within myself. Both voices are relevant for survival and I have not found a way to escape these, so I am friends with both. We all hang out.

I write as my human self and as I reflect on each piece I sense the energy of the writing and determine if 1st level Charlie or 2nd level Bobbi wrote the piece. Or if they both were significant contributors.

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